Friday, December 25, 2009

Ikhtiar Tawakkal

i will be off to shah alam at 5.35pm today
this is so nerve wrecking
u don't have the idea
no, no need, don't bother
to all my backbones (u know who u r, ily!), i'm gonna miss u guys a lot
appreciate the supports, drives and motivations so much
i 'bagged' all the advices, the most crucial 'luggage' that i carry first rather than my cheap clothes
phew, at least i have guide whenever i, who aptly influenced by bad ppl lose track in the battlefield
i will try,.. i will.. (God's Willing)


Saturday, December 12, 2009


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Logan Neitzel

Monday, December 7, 2009

Latihan Industri '09/10

Step 1:

  • Layari >> Announcements >> Industrial Training (2010)
  • sila download file2 berkenaan dibawah;
Step 2:

  • Isi i) Application Placement Letter '09/10
ii) Confirmation Letter '09/10

  • Jikalau anda mempunyai 5 company pilihan, sila buat 5 SALINAN!!!
  • Pastu hantar ke company berkenaan
  • Tunggu jawapan dari pihak mereka

Step 3:

  • Selepas mendapat tawaran dari company pilihan anda (TAHNIAH!), sila tunggu sehinggaa...
27 @ 28 DISEMBER 2009!!!!

  • Pada tarikh tersebut, sila tgk2 portal untuk PENDAFTARAN LATIHAN INDUSTRI!!!!
  • Semasa pendaftaran dalam talian a.k.a ONLINE!!! sila daftarkan hanya 1, saya ulang S.A.T.U antara company2 yg telah meng'approve' permohonan anda...
  • that's all (:

p/s tolong sebar2kan kat kengkawan yg lain ok (ingga!) .. berehhh !

ingga -.-

40 Useful Tips For Better Life

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.

3. Sleep for at least 7 hours.

4. Live with the 3 E's - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy.

5. Play more games.

6. Read more books than you did last year.

7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.

8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

9. Dream more while you are awake.

10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

11. Drink plenty of water.

12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.

14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

18. Smile and laugh more.

19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.

23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others'.

24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

25. Forgive every one for every thing.

26. What other people think of you is none of your business.

27. God heals everything.

28. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

29. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Friends will. Stay in touch.

30. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

31. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

32. The best is yet to come.

33. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

34. Do the right thing!

35. Call your family often.

36. Your inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

37. Each day give something good to others.

38. Don't over do. Keep your limits.

39. When you awake alive in the morning, thank God for it.

40. Please forward this to everyone you care about.

Sunday, December 6, 2009


yesterday i went out with my cousin;... had so much fun.. i'm fixated over the 'audi mengare' issue.. hahaha..bodo...aih?..nyumpah indah.. i've asked her opinion regarding my hair.. i definitely have no idea what to do with my hair.. i'm about to make it spiky again.. her suggestion was..

K: pakata ko molah kedak jedward..

T: jj...jj..jjj whut??

K: J-E-D-W-A-r-D!.. i think they're twin..

T: O'.. camney rambutnya?

K: google ko nun...

so just now i googled .. hikh.. my ears chiming the way she spelled jedward..

over 3 millions result?? urm.. popular juak.. i never knew.. besala..I ni bab2 artis omputih kurang sket kot.. and i almost melompat as soon as i saw the pic.. err.. i mean their HAIR!

(ngerepak mode) ello kiky! what was on your mind??.. mun aku kurus yet slender, putih that is really putih eah n kachak sikpa.. gila kali mun ku berambut kedak tok di fakulti.. jong2 ada jadi k lab test nanam sayor palak ku.. so my jawapan is "NO WAY!"... enuff with d idea mengarut kita nak alah2.. can i mention 'audi mengare' again.. hahahahaha

**oi2... finally i could see kiky's wearing 4" high heels..yay!.. berkat paksaan aku.. worth the bet that we've done.. ngeh ngeh ngeh...

feel like singing.. di hati ini..sering melakukan la laaa..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Apology (read this pls)

(to all my friends, pls spare some time to read this..this is specially dedicated for you)

the other day, i decided to stop posting any blog bcz i believe it is time for me to be a lil bit reserve, laid back and having the quality time to the fullest. yes, i really had so much fun lately and enjoyed doing things that i really wanted to do. despite of so many nonsensical stories i heard out there, be it about me or some depressing life stories of ppl that has nothing to do with me but it by the way might give a minute impact to our life. i aint blaming them as their stories, if taken positively capture a mutual scenario that happens in everyone's life. everyone will have problems, everyone will have happy moments, everyone deserves to love and to be loved, everyone needs space for their own. for simplicity's sake, we are equal. however, in my opinion what differentiates us among others is whether it is worth-doing or not. chop. i shall stop as it has come to this point. you must have different definition of 'worth-doing' and so do i. this morning as usual i woke up at 5.30 am. everything was fine til 7.30 am. i wonder after that very few sec, everything seemed wrong. dislike it. it was so unlike the usual days. ironically, every false moments that ive been thru' as if telling me a message that "haaa..what has happened is similar to the ones that u've done to this person'.. the message loops from one incident to another but with different persons. so none in particular, fyi. i couldn't stand as it kept thrusting my small head. i immediately inhale a breath of exasperation. astagfirullahalazim. ive read this one typical but meaningful thought somewhere and it stuck in my head up til now. those who have sinned should repent and seek for Allah's forgiveness. however, i should seek for ppl's forgiveness before Allah would forgive me (when it comes to human-to-human sin). due to this reason i should by now beg some apology if ever i did wrong to you. as far as i remember it could be due to below reasons: (one of these sorrys could be for you none-in-particular)

1. I'm sorry if i always come to you with piles of trouble and seek for your advices. I'd be fine after listening to your advice. but after a few steps away, i go back doing the same mistakes. then i'd come to you again babbling of some mundane problems. again you never give up giving me advices. perhaps you've never shown that you're actually sick of it yet i knew it does make you sick. i really2 thank you for your endless support and advice dear. appreciate it. I'm sorry for burdening your ears.

2. I'm sorry if ever i've promised you something but i didn't keep to my words. i'm not trying to be defensive but i did make an effort to fulfill my promises but maybe due to a few factors, i ended up disobeying it. InshaAllah i try to fulfill it in the near future. I'm sorry.

3. I'm sorry if i ever spoiled any of your relationship by fitting in you guys friendships with any person. i might be the factor you aint that close anymore to your friend. i make friend with anyone and i treat them as nice as how i treat you, equally. in fact, i could treat you more nicely than the 'bestfriend' that you thought i 'rampas' them from you. no. no such thing as 'rampas'. you can get 'em back anytime you want. twist it, i could want you more than i want them. you just dont realise that. I'm sorry.

4. This one is so obvious to whom it may be. I'm sorry if you think I poured sheep shit to your currently break-up pot. there are hearsay i worsen you guys so-called break up hurdles. trust me, eversince you guys tied the knot being the loving birds, i tried not to interfere for the sake of our own good. i stray away from being your roommate to find another peace of mind is one effort how i really want to preserve our friendship. but ironically, despite of all the silent efforts i have done, the ending seems not paid off. Now, if you want me to stay away from your ex-girlfriend, i will. only if that makes you forgive me. I'm sorry former roommate.

5. I'm sorry if ever we used to be that close (not necessarily being a closefriend as long as it is that close) and after several months of being very close, i leave you 'bulat2'. i leave you with question marks.. of which might lead you to being paranoid. this has happened to not only one person, but many persons in my life. i myself don't get the idea why i become like this. i treated you ultimately nice, behaving so sweetly until it rang ppl's misunderstanding alarm and poof! i left you right there. finding someone else and did the same thing to them. i have reasons for that and can we just simply forget about it?. again im sorry my nice friend.

6. I'm sorry if i make friend with your enemy. i'm risking myself to be in this situation. i know. respect your respect towards me, i tried my best to zip my lips from getting into you guys problem. it's so none of my business. what matters is my friendship with you and your enemy. please, if possible i'm not interested to be his/her enemy's enemy. get it? again i'm sorry.

7. it could be other reasons but i could not squeeze my head anymore (fuhh..). if so, i'm sorry for any mistakes that i've done. sorry.