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yesterday i went out with my cousin;... had so much fun.. i'm fixated over the 'audi mengare' issue.. hahaha..bodo...aih?..nyumpah indah.. i've asked her opinion regarding my hair.. i definitely have no idea what to do with my hair.. i'm about to make it spiky again.. her suggestion was..

K: pakata ko molah kedak jedward..

T: jj...jj..jjj whut??

K: J-E-D-W-A-r-D!.. i think they're twin..

T: O'.. camney rambutnya?

K: google ko nun...

so just now i googled .. hikh.. my ears chiming the way she spelled jedward..


over 3 millions result?? urm.. popular juak.. i never knew.. besala..I ni bab2 artis omputih kurang sket kot.. and i almost melompat as soon as i saw the pic.. err.. i mean their HAIR!



(ngerepak mode) ello kiky! what was on your mind??.. mun aku kurus yet slender, putih that is really putih eah n kachak sikpa.. gila kali mun ku berambut kedak tok di fakulti.. jong2 ada jadi k lab test nanam sayor palak ku.. so my jawapan is "NO WAY!"... enuff with d idea mengarut kita nak alah2.. can i mention 'audi mengare' again.. hahahahaha


**oi2... finally i could see kiky's wearing 4" high heels..yay!.. berkat paksaan aku.. worth the bet that we've done.. ngeh ngeh ngeh...


feel like singing.. di hati ini..sering melakukan semulaaa..la la laaa..

Apology (read this pls)

(to all my friends, pls spare some time to read this..this is specially dedicated for you)

the other day, i decided to stop posting any blog bcz i believe it is time for me to be a lil bit reserve, laid back and having the quality time to the fullest. yes, i really had so much fun lately and enjoyed doing things that i really wanted to do. despite of so many nonsensical stories i heard out there, be it about me or some depressing life stories of ppl that has nothing to do with me but it by the way might give a minute impact to our life. i aint blaming them as their stories, if taken positively capture a mutual scenario that happens in everyone's life. everyone will have problems, everyone will have happy moments, everyone deserves to love and to be loved, everyone needs space for their own. for simplicity's sake, we are equal. however, in my opinion what differentiates us among others is whether it is worth-doing or not. chop. i shall stop as it has come to this point. you must have different definition of 'worth-doing' and so do i. this morning as usual i woke up at 5.30 am. everything was fine til 7.30 am. i wonder after that very few sec, everything seemed wrong. dislike it. it was so unlike the usual days. ironically, every false moments that ive been thru' as if telling me a message that "haaa..what has happened is similar to the ones that u've done to this person'.. the message loops from one incident to another but with different persons. so none in particular, fyi. i couldn't stand as it kept thrusting my small head. i immediately inhale a breath of exasperation. astagfirullahalazim. ive read this one typical but meaningful thought somewhere and it stuck in my head up til now. those who have sinned should repent and seek for Allah's forgiveness. however, i should seek for ppl's forgiveness before Allah would forgive me (when it comes to human-to-human sin). due to this reason i should by now beg some apology if ever i did wrong to you. as far as i remember it could be due to below reasons: (one of these sorrys could be for you none-in-particular)

1. I'm sorry if i always come to you with piles of trouble and seek for your advices. I'd be fine after listening to your advice. but after a few steps away, i go back doing the same mistakes. then i'd come to you again babbling of some mundane problems. again you never give up giving me advices. perhaps you've never shown that you're actually sick of it yet i knew it does make you sick. i really2 thank you for your endless support and advice dear. appreciate it. I'm sorry for burdening your ears.

2. I'm sorry if ever i've promised you something but i didn't keep to my words. i'm not trying to be defensive but i did make an effort to fulfill my promises but maybe due to a few factors, i ended up disobeying it. InshaAllah i try to fulfill it in the near future. I'm sorry.

3. I'm sorry if i ever spoiled any of your relationship by fitting in you guys friendships with any person. i might be the factor you aint that close anymore to your friend. i make friend with anyone and i treat them as nice as how i treat you, equally. in fact, i could treat you more nicely than the 'bestfriend' that you thought i 'rampas' them from you. no. no such thing as 'rampas'. you can get 'em back anytime you want. twist it, i could want you more than i want them. you just dont realise that. I'm sorry.

4. This one is so obvious to whom it may be. I'm sorry if you think I poured sheep shit to your currently break-up pot. there are hearsay i worsen you guys so-called break up hurdles. trust me, eversince you guys tied the knot being the loving birds, i tried not to interfere for the sake of our own good. i stray away from being your roommate to find another peace of mind is one effort how i really want to preserve our friendship. but ironically, despite of all the silent efforts i have done, the ending seems not paid off. Now, if you want me to stay away from your ex-girlfriend, i will. only if that makes you forgive me. I'm sorry former roommate.

5. I'm sorry if ever we used to be that close (not necessarily being a closefriend as long as it is that close) and after several months of being very close, i leave you 'bulat2'. i leave you with question marks.. of which might lead you to being paranoid. this has happened to not only one person, but many persons in my life. i myself don't get the idea why i become like this. i treated you ultimately nice, behaving so sweetly until it rang ppl's misunderstanding alarm and poof! i left you right there. finding someone else and did the same thing to them. i have reasons for that and can we just simply forget about it?. again im sorry my nice friend.

6. I'm sorry if i make friend with your enemy. i'm risking myself to be in this situation. i know. respect your respect towards me, i tried my best to zip my lips from getting into you guys problem. it's so none of my business. what matters is my friendship with you and your enemy. please, if possible i'm not interested to be his/her enemy's enemy. get it? again i'm sorry.

7. it could be other reasons but i could not squeeze my head anymore (fuhh..). if so, i'm sorry for any mistakes that i've done. sorry.


regards,
tomo

The Most Awaited Moment

I'm grounded...

by now..

by myself..

save save money...

save save tummy...

save save vocal...

til the mala-dirancang2-plan of the hols...

which is...

KARAOKE!!! ley ole ole oleyy...

bersama siapa??? of cozla b'sama penyanyi lagu2 berunsur nasihat kita iaituu....

TADA!
KIKY KIRINA ABDILLAH!!!!!

*applause and standing ovation* clap clap clap...

siney ky??

sudah tentula

RAHSIA

uolls!


only both of us know...
muahahahaha... grin

let's us sing to the world
baba blacksheep any any wooooo...


"paloi upa daktok..cak gik sora aku.."

Post rePost

1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?

- SPongebob!

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
- No. It's over now.

4. Do you take compliments well?
- no. x brp heran..

5. Do you play Sudoku?
- ive tried but im so stupid..haha

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
- bagus bunuh dirik..

7. If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
- my Himalaya Ayurslim..im serious!

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
- i dont want to mention... humiliating.

9. Who do you text the most?
- x tentu,, but currently hafi. academic matter.

10. Favorite children’s book?
- Cinderella!!!!!! hahahahah

11. Eye color?
- Kiky ya antu ya kaler nya putih..aku itam.. hehe

12. How tall are you?
- 178cm

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
- Do what?

14. Any secret admirers?
- xda

15. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
- when what??

16. Favorite ex..?
- nil

17. Where was the last place you traveled?
- S'pore

18. Do you like mustard?
- Yupp!!!

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
- E.A.T

21. Do you miss anyone?
- AAAAA hell yeahh!!!! no no no (denial)

22. Can you do splits?
- See me first then u can tell it urself... oh do u mean split hair??

23. What movie do you want to see right now?
- Pisau Cukur againnnn! hahahaha (oh my diane von funsterberg!)

24. What did you do for New Year’s Eve?
- do new year's resolution that is impossible to achieve.

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
-I didnt watch..

26. Do you own a camera phone?
- Yes.. mak, HTC please?

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
- she used to be my cheerleader and i bet she can do tumbling!

28. What’s the last letter of your last name?
- N

29. Are you panic?
- When it comes to body weight increment.

31. Do you like care bears?
- im not into kids thingy..

32. What do you buy at the movie?
- two must have things, pop corn n a soda

33. Do you know how to play poker?
- no. i rarely play cards...

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- Of course. A must!

35. What do you wear to sleep?
- it can be full attired, it can be with kain pelikat only or a boxer perhaps.

36. Anything big ever happen in your CITY?
- nak ku tauk juak eh..

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
- i have no idea.. straight but ujung curly..how's that??

38. Is your tongue pierced?
- Nunggu ku kenak pangkong bapak ku lok...

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?
- unless you could masak them jd satu mknn yg sedap.. boleh jd.

40. Do you like funny or serious people better?
- serious ppl is funny ppl for me..hehe

41. Ever been to L.A.?
- no. hanya mampu melihat gambar mak ku ke cya jak.. tedah..

42. Who is on your mind right now?
- spongebob

43.any plans 4 tonight?
- same as kiky..tido awal n tahan lapar..

44. Whats your fav. song at the moment?
- Note to God by Charice

45. Do you hate chocolate?
- Yes (*denial)

46. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
- body weight.

47. Are you a moody person?
- no.

48. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
- the girlfriend needs me to be happy.

49. If you could have any job what would it be?
- err... somebody in the fashion industry..

50. Are you easy to get along with?
- No.
.
51. What is your favorite time of day?
- xda..
.
52. Are you generally a happy person?
- Yupp

53. Are you happy now?
- NO!

How To Get Rid Of One Of Yout Annoying Friends

Retrieved from: http://www.wikihow.com/Get-Rid-of-One-of-Your-Annoying-Friends


Steps:

1. Hang out with your AF (Annoying Friend) a bit less and spend time with your other ones.
2. Speak about stuff that they don't really care about or don't like, if you're lucky your bud might get rid of you instead. You will look like the idiot, but you will be rid of your annoying friend.
3. Leave quickly when they appear. If they try to hang out with you just go away and say 'oh sorry I have to go' but don't say 'see you tomorrow' or 'catch you later' otherwise they will think you want to hang out.
4. Try to get another friend to join you and bring up a topic that the friend you want to talk to knows about, but that the AF doesn't know anything about so they feel left out of the conversation.
5. Find someone who thinks that your friend is creepy and try to find similarities between the two of you and try to gather more people and win them over with weird things that the annoying friend did. To most this is considered hard gossip, so be subtle by saying things like, "Hey Cheyanne Tolbert, that Sara Smith kid is a real idiot isn't she? In fact, one time...".
6. Choose interests and discussion that the AF doesn't like. If you and your real friends all hate the annoying friend, you can also choose a topic that the AF knows nothing about and obsess over it. When the AF learns about the topic, switch to something new.
7. Hang out with people the AF dislikes. This will cause him/her some frustration.

Tips:

• Just ignore the AF or pretend they don't exist; that's the best way to say that you dislike someone.
• Don't bring up conversation with the AF. Then they'll think you like them. Try to stick to simple, yes/no responses.
• Bother the AF more than they bother you. Eventually they will leave. However, don't be offensive.
• Just tell the friend you don't want to associate with them because you have a problem trusting people sometimes.
• Get another friend, make a secret language, talk around the AF in your secret language, it will make him/her feel left out of the conversation.

Warning:

• If you are mean to the AF, your other friends may not want to hang out with you.
• If you are the AF you should find some different friends who does all the above.

GOOD LUCK!! to myself...

To Kiky Yang Gai With Love!

mok cek mata kau ya... jgn padah aku kau gik mereng..PRAPPPPP!!!

Feel Good

Yes yes yes..

i feel good..
really good..

happy hols my friends!

panass!

Hello??

Final Exam Nightmare

I could not stop crying ever since the geotech paper is over. Numerical analysis?

*&%&^$%#@%$!

Just now, my friends insisted to accompany her studying structural design... i refuse in a diplomatic way (dlm hati: PERGI MAMPUS!)

I have studied sooooo hard but the soalan was sooooo grrrrrr i couldnt say the word!...

AAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..!

if there is a gleaming knife i would chop chop chop myself now!!!...
do you know what really kills me? what my father would react if i get bad result??? i repetitively say to anyone who knows me that 'my dream is my dad dream'.. frankly, i do not have any particular dream like everyone does.. but i do have something that i like which is to see my parents happy... my parents would be so happy if i could be like what they dream of.. SO, consequently, if i could fulfill my parents dream, i at the same time fulfill my own dream that is to see them happy.

right now my parents are having their honeymoon in China (during my final exam okayyy??...err..nevermine)... they will be back on nov 9th of which the day my final exam ends!.. O sh*t!... i don't know how to tell them that my papers were all terrible where they just get back from their holiday.


catastrophe.




Disastrous Year of Degree

It is november right? oo hell yea it is about 1 more month left and 2009 ends. It has been 1 yearrrrr i become so jahil and it is almost 1 year i become someone that is not TOMO. This year contribution: bull.... This year achievement: shit... This year target: BULLSHIT!

Oh my Dior! what on earth i am doing? hello2x!

my result will be sgt terukkkk for the second time okay?? for two semesters? NO WAY!...

i believe there are a lot of factors why i become this horrible.. i guess those who are close to me knowwww it better.. aiyaa guysss... how to bring my spirit back??

i have swallowed a lot of insults, humiliating moments bla bla bla that ive never experienced during my diploma years.. eeeee... x sabar mok balit kuching ngurung dirik ku lam bilit n go eff la org sitok.. yah!


Road to Britain

I suddenly reminded of my decision of studying in UK last year. That day I was so confused.. I was caught in the middle of choosing University of Birmingham or err UITM??? after taking into account (what was on my mind that time i dont know) a few reasons.. n finally i chose err UITM??... Oh now I remember! these are the reasons why i choose Uitm:

BS reason #1: Sambung kat Uitm hanya 2 thn 1/2.. if UK 4 years..

(duhh??... even ko study sesingkat ney pun tp mun tempat nok ko study ya byk hantu2 yg menghalang kau utk berjaya pun sik guna...eventually, nauzubillah laa kau mungkin end up 4 thn juak mun ada paper kau sangkut ka apa)

BS reason #2: Study shah alam cost murah...

(duhh??.. pajak duit ku mengambor abis disitok... mun di uk.. atleast aku boleh belajar berjimat sbb tauk sinun susah mok carik duit... kerja ka.. at least i learn hardship)..

BS reason #3: Ko boleh skor dgn cemerlang di uitm..

(DUHH?????????????)


*fyi, BS is not stand for British Standard. It is BullShit.. harap maklum..

If i were in Britain now, i could imagine my self alone, jln sorg2.. gago hal kedirik... mun da hal study msg ngn omputih ka polah date kat library (edeh..)..

imagine dudok2 dkt tgh2 padang nok ijo2 baca buku..(again..edeh!)

Masalah aku kinektok aku sik bleh bergaul ngn org nok mengarut palak utak nya.. aku jd mengarut juak.. mun aku bergaul ngn org gai, aku jadi gai juak.. mun di uk.. aku bergaul ngn omputih nok pandey, so aku jd omputih nok pandey2 juak! igt gik dolok.. impian aku..

ANAK MELAYU YG DPT 1ST CLASS DEGREE DI UK! auwwwww..

the damage is done.. sudah2la ... yg aku tauk kinek tok aku nak balit KUCHING!!!!